father

heart you, daddy ^^

Today is Daddy's Day! 

wished dad earlier on and guess what

he called me Darling for the first time where he usually calls me dear.

Gosh! that's so sweet of him 

tears drop immediately as i'm being so touched by that *my weakness but who cares! cause thats what shows me as a whole for being the real me*

Love him so much as he loves me too. 

Muacksss Muacksss! miss you so ^^

home

*imagining for the new journey - future*

hmm.. 2 more weeks to go, the convo that i long for is finally here!

i wonder how my life would be after the convo ends later.

no idea and no picture flash through my mind yet but one thing which i'm pretty sure is 

i'll probably be busier than what i am right now.

sam sam need advice, need guidance, need a helper, need lotsa information, need miracle

*thinking hard* where to find somebody to play these roles to ease my path? 

wake-up

hey sammy it's time to wake up and it is the time to face the reality once again after having a sweet escape from the exhausting work life and the hectic town. for a girl like me who hasn't been taking any proper rest for the past 2 weeks, this escape satisfied me a lot.
why am i saying so? simple! cause there's
- no alarm early in the morning,
- no fearing for being late to work,
- no call bells,
- no stupidity faces of my patients,
- no calls to the doctors,
- no admission, no transfer in
well well well, happy times always pass like lightning, don't care how great the feel it is, this so called escape still has to come to it's end which means i'll get back to work again tomorrow. time to say goodbye to the escape and hello to the world of WORK. kaakaka

friends

your wedding inspired me a thing. it makes me realized that it's time for me to face this and act like an adult once and for all. i finally said sorry to you both! i'm so regret to push my best friends away when they are actually there for me at the first place and now i've lost you. this is my punishment for being blind and stupid..i miss you both!!